So last post I talked about if I had taken the right path... And basically it was all because of this one friend's facebook post. Her simple 2 sentence post made me think real long and hard (that's what she said). And for about a week I wrestled with it and at the same time I was praying for my future wifey. But all of that came to a stop... All of a sudden her post was just another ordinary post. All of a sudden my prayers for my future wife are becoming vague... Why and what happened you ask? Well basically the new football season started up and I'm back to coaching mode. And basically I remember why I love coaching.. and its simple...
I can be myself... I can be around people that understand the goal that is set. None of us "work out your frustration crap." When people become frustrated, its usually because the goal isn't met. I like to think most people in this world are understanding for the first few times around. But after like the 3rd or 4th time... someone has got to step in and say "hey stop dicking around... your wasting my time and your time" And boom with that statement people will refocus and see what needs to be done the next time around.
And basically thats where I realize that if I do choose that path of a staff... that's what I will have to deal with... I'll have to deal with situations in a certain manner... In football if something isn't met the 3rd or 4th time around. I clearly express my thought to the player.. and boom the player responds by doing it correctly...
I'm not bashing on KCCC but in all honesty I don't think its something I can do for the next 5 years... I can't hold myself back when things aren't going the way it should. I do understand that there are situations beyond my control.. but when there are situations where I can control... I do expect the results to show.
But again who knows... cause honestly her 2 sentence post seriously gave me a good thinking if I was on the right path... and honestly... I don't know if I'm on the right path... All I know is that being true to myself and doing the things that I love are a good starting point. Maybe her words are like a seed that planted in my heart... but honestly who knows what the future lies ahead for us...
All I know right now at this exact moment is that I'm freaking tired.. peace out hombres!
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