Stretched

oh man... what a crazy week...

I've stupidly played starcraft 2 all week and ive been exhausted all day and been miserable...

and today I only got 3 hours of sleep because I played games, and I've been awake for 17 hours straight and I've had to babysit monsters that demand piggyback rides all the time, and they smell, and the list goes on...

but still in the midst of my lacking and irrelevant life... God still blesses me. I am just humbled by how much he does for me.. and yet all the time I forget what he has done and live my life the way and I want. But always He just keeps calling me back to Him, and just always wanting the best for me... How could I seriously forget what God has done for me...

I am so unworthy but He loves me sooo much, and uses a piece of trash like me to serve and to be blessed with those around me. I really love God.