Monday, March 1, 2010

So Far...

hah... Well it's been a while since I've updated and many things have happened in that time. First off I just want to thank God for all the things he provided me in the month of February. Since last year in May my future has been hard to predict, and at times I really questioned if I would be able to survive all of the obstacles that lied before me. The biggest hurdle of them all was to actually convince my parents that I was on track to graduate in spring 2010. I told them to trust me and that with time I would be able to graduate. But deep down inside I didn't believe I would be able to graduate in the spring... At most and in the most likeliest of ways I was looking at Fall 2010... which meant a year and half, and to them that wasn't acceptable. But like all of my life I believed the unthinkable. So instead of telling a whole fat long story, I'll cut to the chase... Basically within a period of 1 week God provided me all these opportunities to allow me to turn in all my paperwork and get all the classes I needed in order to graduate. Everything was like clockwork and even though it seemed like an eternity I ended up getting everything in. Before I didn't even think it was possible for me to even apply for graduation but I was able to. And now I faithfully await for the confirmation that I'm all set. That was the biggest thing that happened to me in February.

Looking back on this past month I realized that it was the shortest month of the year but man... it felt like 2 months... I think what got me through all these obstacles was God, church, praise teams, and my friends. In all honesty I never thought I would actually be this involved in my christian life after my fall. It's humbling and just very awesome to see God pull me back to him when I needed him the most. Definitely both praise teams at NLCF and 4 corners have been a tremendous blessing. I enjoy worshiping with all my older brothers and sisters every saturday and sunday. I think I actually enjoy it more because I'm the youngest one on the team, I like being able to goof off but at the same time have all my hyungs and noonas to look after me. And the last thing that helped me were friends. Overall just like having dinner and talking makes the time pass by quicker. Even though they always talk about grad school, studying, and dating... -___-;;; I enjoy their company a lot, even though I wish they had the same views as me on dating (just staying single is awesome! hahaha..) but yea I just thank God for them and their company...

And now March towers over me with this ominous glare... I think this month will be less hectic, but I am still excited to see what God has in store for me.

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