The hardest thing for me is to just sit and watch... It has been like that all my life. I like contributing, and being involved. I think just obeying in general is one of the hardest things anybody can ask me to do. From sports to ministry, it is so hard for me to obey. I find it kind of funny and ironic that this past Sunday's message was about obedience... and how in the the first week of doing the praise team bible study that I found how the topic of obedience caught my eye...
The irony of how that happened makes me laugh but also fills me with frustration. Because now I find myself in a situation with two options... while the clear choice is to obey God immediately, I can't help the fact that it does hurt me to do it His way. But I know His way is the best way for me and the situation. So I find it fitting after a week of hearing and reading about obedience that I am tested. I guess I just gotta obey and pray.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
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